Sunday, 12 May 2013

The end

They thought I was happy
when I smiled so widely
I might seem so
with all your money
Behind the curtain
I was only lonely

That you wanted her
You should have told me
Did you not have the guts
to bring yourself to say
that our love had lost its flame

I hated myself for
I was indecisive
that our bright days had passed
and we were not meant to be
but I was indecisive
Lingered at the same spot
too afraid to look up
nor move forward

I hated myself for obsessing over you
with all my heart and all my might
I loathed myself for
the thoughts that I was at fault
and never the best
each time
I saw her in your arms
when the truth was
made the mistake

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